Chapter 611
Judy’s POV
Gavin is not my mate; why would I think such a thing, and why did my wolf purr with agreement? It wasn’t making any sense. I had a mate, and he didn’t want me. The last I heard about Ethan was that he was moving to Levi’s territory and trying to become an Alpha of one of his packs. I shuddered at the thought that I was in the same territory as my ex-mate. Then again, he could still be hanging around Gavin’s territory and continuing to be a spy, but I’m pretty sure Gavin banished him along with Levi’s daughter.
Second chance mates were incredibly rare, and we wouldn’t even find that out for sure until he marked me. I winced at the thought; did I want him to mark me? We still had so much to talk about. We had to talk about what happened back in the Silver Crescent pack, we had to talk about our future… we had to talk about the baby.
I immediately put my hands on my belly, my cheeks flushing.
I glanced at the clock and realized it was late morning. I couldn’t remember the last time I slept in this late. The morning sun cast its rays through the closed window blinds, leaving a hazy atmosphere in the room.
I needed to get dressed and go speak with Alpha Sampson. My mind was still whirling from last night, and I wasn’t sure I could have a conversation with Gavin right now. Not with how my wolf was acting and not with how confused I was. It would be better if I cleared my mind before I faced him.
I didn’t bother taking a shower because I feared it would wake Gavin, and right now, I didn’t want to talk to him. I quickly and quietly dressed in a pair of fresh Yoga pants and a white crop top. I pulled my hair into a ponytail as I walked into the bathroom. I stared at myself in the mirror, my eyes drifting to my belly.
In a few months, I won’t be able to wear crop tops confidently anymore because have a baby bump. Sighing, washed my face and brushed my teeth. Once I was finished, I quickly left the bathroom, taking a long look at Gavin’s sleeping form. My heart squeezed at the sight of him. I blinked back the tears that formed in my eyes; I hated feeling confused.
I hated not knowing where I stood with him, and I knew we needed to talk about it, but right now, I wasn’t in the right headspace. I swallowed the lump in my throat and turned away as I left the room.
I walked to the packhouse; I didn’t have a car here because most of everything in
this pack was walking distance. It was a smaller pack where everybody knew each other, unlike the Silver Crescent, the largest pack in the world.
When I reached the packhouse, I was already feeling a little lighter. That’s all needed, a bit of distance from Gavin. Now I could clear my head and figure out what’s going to happen in my personal future before I include whatever Gavin was in my life. śwnovel
I stepped into the packhouse, being greeted by some packmates. I smiled at
them, hating that it felt forced.
“Judy, you’re here,” Lucy said as she came towards me.
She was dressed in a gorgeous pink dress that rested just above her knees, showing off her long and
slender legs. Her blond hair was net
down and straightened, draping her bare shoulders. The dress hugged every one of her curves and her boobs looked incredible.was used to her wearing flashy clothes; she was a very high-end Luna but she wasn’t a bitch which was what I
liked about her the most. Despite her materialistic side, she actually cared about her packmates, and she truly did love Sampson.
I could see the concern on her face as she approached me.