Chapter 40
Judys POV What in the world happened last night ? How did I end up back in my bed ? I looked around with a frown , seemed unchanged , but there was a lingering scent that caused my heart to beat rapidly in my chest My head was killing me from all the alcohol I drank last night .
Why the hell would I drink so much ? nothing I slipped out of bed and walked into my bathroom ; I gasped when I saw my disheveled appearance .
My hair was a mess , my makeup was smeared across my face .
I had dark circles under my eyes , and I was so pale .
I touched my face and sighed .
I felt like death and now I looked like death too .
Groaning , I splashed some cold water onto my face .
Memories of last night started to come back to me and I gasped as I staggered backward .
I remembered vaguely one of the Alphas getting me drunk and trying to take me away from the ceremony .
Then I remembered Gavin appearing and getting me out of there .
He took me back to his car and then Oh , Goddess … no .
Panic struck me as the memory slammed into my head .
I threw myself at him ! Was he the one who brought me home ? Well , I was no longer pale .
I was now multiple shades of red and I felt completely and utterly sick .
I staggered out of the bathroom , unable to look myself in the face any longer .
All I could see when I looked into my own eyes was shame .
My purse was sitting on the end of the bed ; now I was understanding why my room had a different and yet familiar scent to it .
It was Gavins scent .
My heart skipped a beat knowing that he was inside of my bedroom .
Another wave of shame hit me when I looked around at all the clothes on my floor .
I hadnt had time to clean up this past week and I was seriously regretting that now .
I reached into my purse and grabbed my phone ; it was almost dead because it hadnt been charged all night .
As soon as I put it on the charger , the screen lit up and I saw that I had some text messages from Nan .
Nan : Where are you ? You told me you were getting a drink and then you disappeared .
Nan : Please tell me you are alive .
Nan : Im going to call the police , Judy ! Seriously , where are you ?? Nan : Okay , someone told me that Gavin took you home .
Are you okay ? How much did you have to drink ? Nan : Please call me when you get these messages .
I internally groaned ; I cant believe I just ditched her at the ceremony last night .
She was only there to support me , and I left her because I couldnt hold down my own liquor .
hated myself for that and I couldnt imagine how worried she must have been last night .
I immediately brought up her contact and pressed her name to call her .
Oh , my goddess .
Where the hell have you been , Judy ? Do you have any idea how worried I was ? Nan 1/2 Chapter 0040 immediately laid into me .
Im so sorry , Nan , I told her , closing my eyes as the memories continued to slam into my head .
I wanted to will them away but to no prevail .
Im not sure what happened The rumors are going around like crazy , she told me .
I heard you got drunk and made out with an Alpha .
Was it Gavin ? My heart nearly beat out of my chest ; had I made out with an Alpha last night ? I remembered Alpha Edward getting handsy with me and Gavin stepping in .
I remember hrowing myself at Gavin , but I dont remember actually kissing him or anyone for that matter .
I dont think that happened , I told her , chewing on my bettom lip .
At least I hope it didnt .
So , what did end up happening ? Did you actually leave with Alpha Gavin ? Yes , 1 murmured .
And I think I made a huge mistake last night , Nan .
I dont know what to do .
Tell me about it , she urged .
What did you do ? If you didnt make out with him , Im assuming you didnt sleep with him either .
It cant be that bad , right ? Im not sure , I sighed .
I think I threw myself at him… She was quiet for a moment as she allowed my words to be processed in her mind .
And then what ? She asked .
And nothing … he rejected me .
I think he got a phone call or something .
I ended up falling asleep in the car and the next thing I knew I was waking up in my bedroom.7